Hey there anyone who still follows me, if you’re reading thanks for still following me since i haven’t been posting actively since about September and i’m writing this post to basically explain why i’ve been gone so long and get some things of my chest.
On October 11th my father suffered a stroke and being just home alone with him, i had to call 999 because it did seem quite serious and the hospital reported that it was one of the most severe strokes they have seen. Thankfully to my quick response time i managed to save more of Dad, also thankfully he is recovering remarkably well regaining his ability to move his limbs by himself, speech improving and generally keeping positive, however my Dad still needs alot of care and Tumblr was one of the many sacrifices i had to make to ensure my Dad can still life his life to the fullest.
I do get spare time but to add to all this, i had to increase my hours at work to pay for things around the house e.g. bills, maintenance, rent etc. this also meant i had less time to use things like Tumblr and Facebook and get stressed out because of being tired and generally fucking hate working in an industry i really don’t care about. I also feel tumblr became too much of a daily chore of just posting the same stuff everyday and not the fun blogging platform i originally used it for.
It’s not all doom and gloom though, out of all this i’ve made closer bonds with all my family members since we’ve all banded together to help out my Dad, One of my close friends who has been helping me out is now my girlfriend and i haven’t been happier like this for a while, things are improving and i’m coping alot better than before, i might never use tumblr again but one day i might come back but things are always changing in my life, i’d like to think i’d come back because i really did enjoy my nights and days on here posting endlessy.
Thank you for reading this guys if you wanna talk to me my facebook name is James Nipplez Ruddock don’t be offended if i don’t accept a friend request because i have thinned it out alot recently but if you message me i’ll message back :)
I love all you guys, thisnameisntverytumblr <3